Remember the bliss that you felt when you first saw him and that fateful day, when they thought that he could be the only one? Remember all those days and nights spent together, lovely messages, bright mornings and calm evenings.
Do you remember the moment when you allowed him to get close to you, when your breath caught from the excess of feelings? Remember all those sleepless nights that you had in your thoughts about him? Remember how you looked at the stars, and he was intoxicating, like the sound of waves, and gentle, like a flower petal?
Remember the days you spent wondering where the hell he was gone. Remember how excited you were when you were expecting at least one message that he never wrote, when you thought he was very busy, or asleep, when you swallowed all the lies that he told you?
Remember the night when you found out that he was meeting with someone else, and that you were a friend and temporary intimate partner for him until he found his soul mate? Remember that stabbing chest pain at the same time?
Remember the sea of tears that you cried? When you went into the room so that no one could see how empty you are?
This is dedicated to you, the one who loved him the most in the world, who waited patiently for him to change his mind, chose you and come back. The one who could not fall asleep because of thoughts about him, and when it worked out, woke up and reached for the phone. The one who still wanted to be friends with him, trying to compete with his new passions, and was rejected again.
The one who was mired in self-pity and could not even stand up, because your heart was broken into a million fragments. The one that looked at old pictures of yourself with him is the only proof that you were happy.
This is dedicated to all friends who tried to help, but could not reason with blinding love. This is dedicated to you, those who have gathered their courage and are trying to move on. Just go on, the road is not easy, but we need it - for those who are never enough.